At the Ballet

Watching Midsummer in the Warsaw National Theatre.

I have read that in 1945, the building was in ruins. The space, now temple-like and massive, the picture of culture and the principles of Soviet Realistic architecture, was a husk, an edifice that had to be destroyed to be rebuilt.

The years that followed were mandated by the government. The plays performed must comply with the principles of Socialist Realism, political works which advanced the message of communism in ways that depicted daily life as it happened. In a way, the building still remained a husk, compromised by politics, but deciding that compromised art was better than nothing.

Yet there are no traces of it on the stage now. The decidedly unrealistic ballet, crafted after Shakespeare's own fair handiwork, tells a familiar story without sound.

It's true I never truly cared for ballet. I dreaded field trips (at least one a year) to watch well-known stories that could be told in 10 minutes dragged out into two and half hour sagas before me. I remember being 10 years old and watching Beauty and the Beast from the balcony of opulent, decaying Pierce Auditorium. The building smelled haunted and velvety and was decorated in a bright shade of "whorehouse pink," I'd come to decide in later years. This was the decadence of the Reconstruction- era south, where good taste went to die. And we, the heirs to theatres draped with red velvet seats, stained glass, gold paint, and orgiastic depictions of Greco-Romans in leisure, are forced to sit and watch things we can appreciate in theory but also find disinteresting.

Being 10, I found everything inappropriate to be hysterical. When I was told the ballet wasn't over, that it was just intermission, I remember thinking "oh shit" in my head. It surprised me that I'd even thought of the word. I spent the second half of the ballet thinking it every few minutes, biting my lip to suppress giggles. I'd stare at my friends, almost shocked that they didn't also find it funny before realizing that they couldn't hear what was going on in my head.

I replayed this scene as I sat in the Warsaw National Theatre watching Midsummer. Yet I couldn't laugh this time. Not only because this ballet was impeccably done, but also because I was preoccupied with inconsistency of it all. The ballet was a stark contrast to realism that went into reconstructing the destroyed theatre. It relished in the obscenities of the imagination, the hilarity of untempered magic interfering disastrously with humanity. Yet, similarly, what was real (two separate wars that left a people in ruin, the suppression of culture in favor of political agendas) could likewise wreak such (and even greater) torment on the mere mortals below.

In a way, art is something that survives inevitably. The stage is truly less important and the lines between realism and the fantastic are easily blurred.